Hopsin vented about never meeting his two year old son on Instagram.

He wrote a long letter to his ex-girlfriend Alyce, told her that he still loves her but is baffled why he's never met his boy. Hopsin also revealed that his ex and their kid live in Australia.

“Alyce....I’m genuinely sorry our love story didn’t pan out to be a perfect fairytale,” wrote the "No Words" rapper. "It’s clear that you and I are two totally different people on two different wavelengths of life, and that’s hard for me to accept, but it’s reality I guess. I still love you deeply after all the hell we’ve been through. It's been 2 years now since our son was born, and I haven't even met him, all because your personal feelings are hurt. That's EXTREMELY cruel and there is no justifying that part."

Hopsin — who had a back-and-forth with Joyner Lucas in the past about who's the better rapper — coupled the letter with a video to his song "The Old Us," where he stands in front of a house and pours his heart out.

You can see his video and read his letter below.

 

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Alyce....I’m genuinely sorry our love story didnt pan out to be a perfect fairytale. I wrote this song last September because I hated pretending as if I was ok after everything that happened between us. It’s clear that you and I are two totally different people on two different wave lengths of life, and that’s hard for me to accept, but it’s reality I guess. I still love you deeply after all the hell we’ve been through. My mind says that you don’t deserve this at all, but my heart tells me otherwise. It’s been 2 years now since our son was born and I haven’t even met him, all because your personal feelings are hurt. That’s EXTREMELY cruel and there is no justifying that part. Im not in prison, not in a gang, I’m not a drug user, drug dealer and have no history of hurting people. And even then, those types of people STILL get to at least meet their kids. He will be damaged from my absence....as I am extremely damaged from his. The hardest part of it all is knowing I have so many people who love me world wide and can sense my genuine heart, but in yours and your family’s eyes, I’m an absolute monster. It’s also cruel of you to go around telling everyone I’m a deadbeat dad, when you know very well that you’re holding Zade hostage in Australia, which you got me banned from. This video is a re-enactment of a dream that I keep on having and a prayer I keep sending to god in hopes that things can be right with us one day and we can be a happy family. But I guess there will never be another “us” and I’ll just be the best father our son never had....now we all lose. Link in bio

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